Saturday, September 10, 2022

Amy Gerstler


cover image Scattered at Sea


Fruit Cocktail In Light Syrup

Rocket-shaped popsicles that dyed your lips blue 
were popular when I was a kid. That era got labeled 
"the space age" in honor of some longed-for, 
supersonic, utopian future. Another food of my 
youth was candy corn, mostly seen on Halloween. 
With its striped triangular "kernels" made 
of sugar, wax and corn syrup, candy corn 
was a nostalgic treat, harkening back to days 
when humans grew, rather than manufactured, 
food. But what was fruit cocktail's secret 
meaning? It glistened as though varnished. 
Faint of taste and watery, it contained anemic 
grapes, wrinkled and pale. Also deflated 
maraschino cherries. Fan-shaped pineapple 
chunks, and squares of bleached peach 
and pear completed the scene. Fruit cocktail's 
colorlessness, its lack of connection to anything 
living, (like tree, seed or leaf) seemed 
cautionary, sad. A bowl of soupy, faded, funeral 
fruit. No more nourishing than a child's 
finger painting, masquerading as happy 
appetizer, fruit cocktail insisted on pretending 
everything was ok. Eating it meant you embraced 
tastelessness. It meant you were easily fooled. 
It meant you'd pretend semblances, 
no matter how pathetic, were real, and that 
when things got dicey, you'd spurn the truth. 
Eating fruit cocktail meant you might deny 
that ghosts whirled throughout the house 
and got sucked up the chimney on nights 
Dad wadded old newspapers, warned you 
away from the hearth, and finally lit a fire.

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