
Like a Cloud above a Ravine

Like a Cloud above a Ravine

In sooth, I come here sadly,
not trembling, not against my will,
Poets on Poets
notes from AWP
—I’m pretending not to see him so I can eat my lunch.
—But who reads that shit? About as true to life as a
velvet grape.
—I think he judges poetry with his dick. And poets, too.
—What’s the scoop on her? Is that her husband, or is he
just hanging out in her hotel room for the duration?
—Personally I prefer not to think about his dick.
—His latest work, especially the poems about his dead father,
begin to sound human.
—Think of it as a conductor’s baton.
—Granted, she wins all the prizes, but talk about grandiose.
—The latest inductee into the goddess cult. Like back in the
sixties when sex and war were the metaphors for
consciousness-raising.
—I bet they’re really confessional, and she’s a total
pervert too.
—He knows how to network, who to climb, and when.
Timing is everything.
—Insomnia, maybe chronic fatigue syndrome. I think it’s
just frayed nerves.
—I always admired your work but can’t figure why it’s been
so marginalized.
—You want my phone number?
—The illusion of the narrative appears in your work, but
there’s really a thread of the unspoken narrative, right?
—Are you married? Do you have children?
—Never even answered my inquiries, the pompous bastard.
—That’s really sweet. Thank you.
—I think I have a blindspot when it comes to his work.
—Must be great to get away.
—I don’t know why they don’t just fire the asshole.
—Reminds me of a gilt frame with no picture inside.
—She’s eloquent enough, a nice cocktail poet.
—Did you see what he was wearing?
—She says it’s none of my business what she writes.
—Poetry is a private affair. A kind of masturbation. An
endless self-portrait.
—So what if he is another excellent specimen of the dead
father poets.
—Where are the dead mother poets?
—I like the way you think,
—Yet another vapid, beautiful wind-blown babe-poet for
the cover of APR.
—Let’s go out for a beer somewhere.
—I sure wouldn’t want to live in his skin.
—A local dive would be nice.
—The way I see it, you’re better off not getting famous
too soon.
—I never even send out my work.

Did we run out of things or just a name for you?
Above us the sun doubles its acclaim for you.
Negative sun or negative shade pulled from the ground …
and the image brought in one ornate frame for you.
At my every word they cry, “Who the hell are you?”
What would you reply if they thus sent Fame to you?
What a noise the sentences make writing themselves—
Here’s every word that we used as a flame for you.
I remember your wine in my springtime of sorrow.
Now the world lies broken. Is it the same for you?
Because in this dialect the eyes are crossed or quartz,
A STATUE A RAZOR A FACT I exclaim for you?
The birthplace of written language is bombed to nothing.
How neat, dear America, is this game for you?
The angel of history wears all expressions at once.
What will you do? Look, his wings are aflame for you.
On a visitor’s card words are arranged in a row—
Who was I? Who am I? I’ve brought my claim. For you.
A pity I don’t know if you’re guilty of something!
I would-without your knowing-take the blame for you.
Still for many days the rain will continue to fall …
A voice will say, “God, I’m burning in shame for You.”
Something like smoke rises from the snuffed-out distance …
Whose house did that fire find which once came for you?
God’s dropped the scales. Whose wings will cover me, Michael?
Don’t pronounce the sentence Shahid overcame for you.

The Jeweler's Solstice, His Madness
I know you, smaller than Circumference
Of Bone—smaller than Orbit—than Silver
Flask in Pocket—more delicate than Mints
On Tongue shrinking into Sweet Breath from Sour.
I know the Summer-stained streets must fill, twice—
With Milk, with Flood—of Moon—and Blight.
I know how the Forest leads its Shallow life
First, to splendor—Jade, Ruby—then Right
Of Dismissal. The Heir, I know. The Emperor
Of Laced Bone made Outlaws of Wrists, Ribs,
Liquor, Hands? Name me: Relief. A Jeweler—
Fashions Clasps to stall a season. Earring Stubs . . .
Now dark Blood pulses through the white Wrist's Gate—
Must forge—from Winter—How—its gemmed Bracelet.
Carrier Pigeon, Anonymity
Retrieve? Ask the bird's claw, bare and riven
Where the message fell, where it diminished—
Where the note filled—a Hand, unbidden . . .
Writing that bore my own hand's mark, vanished?
Result: a wrist smiles weakly, unable to lift.
Result: a tooth grays, a lost tongue, a lisp.
"Consider the knot's weight a loosened threat,"
The Manual said. "Consider the wind, the cusp
Of breath—an objection, an unwinding, a debt."
I left your envelope unsealed. I bought
A tattered wing, a cataract, from a merchant
Of cuttle bones, and birds. Months passed. I thought
You were weakening, ill. I wrote: Why
Does this comfort me so? Signed—no name—Me.

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As a poet, I struggle with language—the English that America force-fed down my ancestors’ throats during assimilation and the Boarding School Era. My mouth struggles to reclaim the language of my ancestors as I try to learn words in my mother tongues.
I write these words while sitting on Ute, Cheyenne, and Arapaho lands. I type, We are still here, fingers on keys, and think about what it means to live as an Indigenous person in the United States, on Turtle Island today. I see no borders; I wish everyone could see through these eyes.
I think about my First Nations relatives to the north and our relatives from south of these manmade borders in what is known as México. I think about the caravan of relatives traveling north, the voter suppression of Indigenous people in North Dakota and of our Black relatives in Georgia, and the heavy history of a country that has weaponized words in so many unspeakable ways.
These times where my heart struggles to speak are when I need poetry the most.
November is Native American Heritage Month and in celebration I would like to fill the white space of the page with the words of Indigenous poets whose work nourishes my soul. The presence of these poets’ pulses through the literary landscape to help us survive our loneliness and silences, to bless us with light, and to bear witness to our presence in all forms.
– Tanaya Winder

from NDN Homopoetics
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