Tuesday, May 2, 2023

Ben Lerner

 Ben Lerner

 from The Lichtenberg Figures

In my day, we knew how to drown plausibly, 
to renounce the body's seven claims to buoyancy. In my day, 
our fragrances had agency, our exhausted clocks complained 
    so beautifully 
that cause began to shed its calories 

like sparks. With great ostentation, I began to bald. With 
    great ostentation, 
I built a small door in my door for dogs. In my day, 
we were reasonable men. Even you women and children 
were reasonable men. And there was the promise of pleasure 
    in every question 
we postponed. Like a blouse, the most elegant crimes were 
    left undone. 

Now I am the only one who knows 
the story of the baleful forms 
our valences assumed in winter light. My people, are you not 

horrified of how these verbs decline— 
their great ostentation, their doors of different sizes?

                      •

I must drive many miles to deliver this punch line. 
I must drive many miles in the modern manner, 

which is suicide, beneath this corrigendum of a sky. Tonight 
Orlando Duran went crazy. He smeared every doorknob, 
lock, and mirror in his apartment with spermicidal jelly. 
To expel air from the lungs suddenly 

is not to live beautifully in the modern manner. Rather 
one must learn to drive, to drive 
in the widest sense of the word, a sense that seats four 
other senses comfortably. Tonight Orlando Duran 

delivered himself in the modern manner, 
delivered himself like a punch line. Is this what he meant by 

"negative liberty," 
by "sound of one hand clapping is a heartbeat"? 

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